Utilitarians aren’t in contention over the definition of truth, some hedonic utils just think there’s more pleasure to be had for the individual happening to not learn about and be burdened with knowledge of utilitarianism and so the best way to act in every situation. I’m an existential virtue ethicist, but I’m sure all flavours of utilitarians would have a refutation of the above, like the ease with which you can make small differences in people’s lives with expertise in large disciplines of facts about the world, so you being able to share in the pleasure of working towards a pleasurable global calculus. Essentially the bliss any one person thinks they’re achieving through staying ignorant is gained at the expense of harming others more (including ignorant people) with your erratic actions because you’re not realising your full potential, like this tiresome conversation.
Your bastardisation of truth is just bizarre in that you see it as good to trick yourself into not believing in reality anymore as you did with prisons and then argue about it with people endlessly even though you acknowledge you don’t want to know what is fact.
Good for you, I think socialism is an evolution past capitalism. If an individual became materially wealthy through their own efforts and intends to carry on putting in that level of labour under a syndicalist system of industry, then that individual and society as a whole will become even more materially prosperous. Due to a more efficient workplace organisation and people being able to lead a fulfilling life outside of work so one knows what they would like to work on in life, producing a greater non zero sum outcome.But, if you don't believe in capitalism, why do you call yourself "NonZeroSum"? Anarcho-capitalists often say stuff like "Capitalism is not a zero-sum game, as rich become richer, the poor get richer even faster.", and that's the only time I hear the phrase "non-zero-sum game".
Please don’t ask me anymore questions about myself as I don’t wish to get sucked into talking to you anymore, just ask open ended questions about the way you think and see if anyone else will bite, though I can’t relate to your feelings/reasons for why you would want to at this point.